MY TEN DAY CHALLENGE DAY 1

November 22, 2019 ~ Day 1

“The key to life is accepting challenges. Once someone stops doing this, he’s dead.” – Bette Davis

Sometimes I dive right into the pool before testing the water to see the temperature. Well, I’m in it all the way today as I begin a journey of shedding what no longer serves me and feeling a little chilled and looking around for the steps to exit; knowing, however, that if I quit now I would not get back in.  I have reached a point of being discontent with how I feel physically, which tells me it is time to change something inside of me as well as look at what habits need to be brought to the light and discarded or changed.

This has been a year of growth through fire for me and that is never easy. When we grow physically it is necessary to stop using the old clothing, shoes, etc. as we outgrow those. Growing emotionally and spiritually is the same way. It is necessary now for me to throw out the old habits, the old stories, the old patterns and thought processes because they don’t fit any longer. I’m not the same person who walked out of the doctor’s office on February 12th of this year, scared and shaken, reeling from a cancer diagnosis. This new me deserves a new wardrobe so I have decided to go shopping, just not in a 3D store!

I’m giving myself the present of being very present with me, with the spirit being that I am. I’m looking at old patterns of behavior and noting the ones that I’ve outgrown and immediately discarding them.  I’m no novice when it comes to stopping a habit. When I decided to quit smoking there was no wavering, no looking back.  I was done.  It no longer fit me! That’s the point I am at in my journey now – what no longer fits is GONE.  This includes foods that do not help me nutritionally. I’m jump-starting the process with a 10-day ketone drink challenge.

I have reached out to my friends to help support me in this journey. I know I can do it alone but just knowing others are there cheering me on, praying for me, holding space for me to do my inner work, makes the process easier. I feel your energy as you encourage me. I love seeing “Yes, you can” every day on my social media!  Day 1 is done. I’m deciding to stay in the pool and not abandon ship. It’s beginning to feel really good in here.

Miracles Happen When You Trust

As my recovery from breast cancer surgery is in full swing, it amazes me to look back on the journey and all the synchronicities that happened to get me through such a challenging time.  I’m now at the point of preparing for the final surgery – breast reconstruction.  I know this surgery is not as intense or life-preserving as what I have already endured and some may even judge my decision; however, it is my body and mine alone to make the judgement call.  I want to share with you something that happened yesterday that was confirmation to me that I am supported by the angels in this journey all along the way.

One requirement for surgery is having pre-op clearance from my primary care doctor.  I went for a lab workup this week and was told my doctor was unavailable to do the pre-op visit in the timeframe needed as my surgery is scheduled in a couple of weeks.  Yes, he is that busy!  They said they would see what they could do to get me in, so I left the office with no definite appointment scheduled and looking at a one-week window to get it completed.  I didn’t get upset, or scared that it may not happen, I just had a little talk with the angels and left it at that.

Yesterday, a client wanted me to help with clearing the energy in a house, so we set an appointment for that afternoon.  As the time got closer, I texted her that a storm was coming through the area we were going to and asked about rescheduling.  She was delayed at her appointment and said she was running behind but had checked with someone in the area and the storm had already passed through (divine timing) so we kept our plans although a bit later than originally scheduled.  She picked me up to drive the half-hour or so to the house.  We had been on the road less than 10 minutes when my phone rang.  It was the doctor’s office.  They had a cancellation and wanted to know if I could come in.  The amazing part – we were on the same road as the doctor’s office and less than 10 minutes away!   Again, divine timing because if we had kept our original appointment without the delay, we would have been too far away for me to get to the doctor’s office in time to be seen!

At the visit, I was told that my labwork was perfect, my chest x-ray was perfect, and the doctor signed off for my surgery.  Now, I get to go on my trip next week to participate in a research study and visit family afterwards with a sigh of relief that everything is being handled in perfect divine timing!

More synchronicities surrounding this – a friend from California will be in my state during this time and I will be able to meet up with her along with several other friends in the area the day before surgery.  Also, one of my Facebook friends who I have not met yet is speaking at an event in my city that will take place 2 days after my surgery and he invited me to be there – yes, I plan on attending.  He is even making a video where he will talk about my journey!  This is part of the message the angels gave me as I was walking through the intense part of the journey. I heard very clearly that this is not about me, but about all the people who can be assisted in facing their challenges and being there with outstretched arms to support and encourage.  That’s my life path and I welcome it in every way.  If you want to reach out to me, I am here for you.  If you just need to hear “It will be okay” or “you are not alone” or just have someone on the other end of the phone who will let you cry and vent, I’m here and I will stand right beside you through your journey.  I love you!