Calming the Waves Of the Unknown

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“Life comes at us in waves. We can’t predict or control those waves, but we can learn to surf”  Dan Millman

I owe the title of this blog to someone very dear to my heart, someone I consider a daughter in this lifetime although we are not related by blood but by spirit; and someone who has traveled this journey and knows the road all too well.  As I shared with Shawntay this morning in a chat that the waiting and not knowing what I am dealing with exactly is the hardest part of the journey, she sent me some soothing music to “calm the waves of the unknown.”  This is what I mean when I say that those who have been through the fire know the flames well enough to share the experience and what is necessary to face it mentally.  My friend Tiffany has traveled this road as well and holds my hand, checks on me every day, and finds some way to lift me up with words and hugs and lots of laughter.  There are so many others who message and call and each one is so appreciated.  As I go through this trial of fire, I know I am not alone.  I have precious angels holding me and wiping tears, guiding me to resources which many of you have shared as well.  I have no doubt that I will come through this fire with only a singe and will rise up from it like the beautiful phoenix that I am.  Ah, how many times in this one lifetime have I done this dance?  Staring death in the face since an early age, triumphing every time that the odds looked impossible.  I once joked that I was leaving this world one body part at a time.  I have to find humor in the experiences or else it is just a horrible experience instead of something I can overcome and be grateful for.

Speaking of humor – and hopefully this does not offend anyone, although it is my journey so I choose to do so anyway – I will share my most recent experience with you and trust you will laugh along with me. I underwent a biopsy of the lumps in both breasts a couple of days ago. The surgical cleanse they used was blue and turned my breasts blue. I was told not to shower for a day and when I removed the bandages to do so there were red streaks as my skin is very sensitive to adhesive and I had a reaction to the tape they used. There are Steri-Strips covering the wound sites and those are white. Therefore, I now have red white and blue boobs – very patriotic don’t you think?  I feel that I should salute them!!  One friend called them Star Spangled Boobs!  Ah, thank you to those who know me and know my humor!

During the biopsy I became disheartened when the doctor discovered that they were not cysts, as I was holding on to the hope that this would be the case.  Instead of losing it, which I came close to doing, I focused instead on my tools.  I laid there doing the Heart-Brain Coherence that I learned from Gregg Braden and love to teach to others.  I can say with ultimate confidence now that it is the best practical and most expedient tool any of us can have to use when facing difficult situations.  I even have a support group of ladies that I meet with weekly to do the Heart-Brain breathing and lift each other up (thank you WonderWomen).

So, as I play the waiting game and deal with the world of the unknown, I will continue to hold onto each positive message.  I will continue to do my affirmations that I am in perfect health and worthy of that.  I will continue to do EFT tapping to calm the nerves and change the cells inside my body, and thank you John for nudging me to do so and checking on me daily.  I will fight, trusting that I am supported and protected by the beautiful angels, including those on earth.  I love you.

 

 

 

Daily Angel Message – The Eye of The Eagle

eagle in treeGreetings Beloveds.

Your soul is set on a course that you could never have imagined you would explore in your lifetime. You are reaching higher dimensions, higher energies and now as you look down from that higher place you can see with the eagle’s eye what is actually taking place below. Like the bird of prey, you observe. You watch all the scurrying and the chaos you just float along waiting. Your ego is saying what is all this about, everything is out of control. But is it really? Remember Dear Ones, there are no accidents or coincidences. Everything really is as it is supposed to be. When you can accept that, even in the midst of the chaos, you will then see beyond what meets the physical eye and will look at it through your eagle eye perception. And so it is.

Daily Angel Message: Put Me In Coach

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Greetings Beloveds. Greetings and salutations. We love your warm energy. We love your openness to hearing and exploring and receiving the daily messages from us. Today, we would love to have your attention about communication. We see the need in your world right now on your earth plane for more communication, for more openness to really share what it is that’s on your minds, on your hearts. So many are busy screaming out and blaming others and looking outside of yourself saying, what is this all about? Why can’t we have peace on earth? Why can’t we have a world where people get along with each other? Well, beloveds, we do hear you. We do hear your cries and indeed we are right there listening, encouraging, whispering in your ear to look at the inside, to look at what your part is in all of this. If you are sitting there on the sidelines saying, who’s going to help? Who’s going to save us? Are you participating in the solution or are you adding to the chaos? This is a time when all lightworkers must step up. It is time to step up to the plate and say, put me in. I’m ready to play. I’m ready to do my part instead of blaming and looking for someone outside of you to do their part.  Cooperation and communication is what’s going to bring a change in the world. You must be the change that you are wanting to see.  If you want someone to do something, then do something. If you want someone to speak words of love and encouragement, then speak them.  This is our message to you today. It may not be the message that you want to hear. It may not be that you are willing to accept that, so you must ask yourself, am I willing? Will I do my part or will I sit here on the sidelines and say, go team, go team. Go do it. You can do it. You can win.  You can go the distance. No Beloveds, sitting on the sidelines is no answer because no action is indeed an action in itself.  It is an action saying, I’m not willing to do my part.  So the time has come to ask yourself, what is my part? What is my role? Am I to be a coach? Am I to be a pitcher, a batter, a runner? What is my role? And when you find that out, when you ask that all important question and the answer pops into your head immediately – as it will if you are open to hearing it – then you will know the path you are to take you.  You will know that you are to step up to bat or you are to step on the pitcher’s mound or perhaps you are out in left field waiting to catch the ball, but whatever your role is, dear ones, whatever it may be, it is time to play the game.  It is no longer a time for planning. That time is long gone. It is no longer a time for the team huddle. That has already happened. Now is the time for you to join the team. Now is the time to cooperate, coordinate, and to do your part. Are you willing? Are you ready? Are you ready? The game has started. The crowd is there. The crowd is looking and saying, what is this game? What are we playing? What are we doing? Who do we cheer for? Will you show the way? Will you hold the torch up and let others see that here is the game right here, right now, and I’m doing my part. It is all your decision. You have the free will to sit on the sidelines if that is what you choose, but if you are sitting on the sidelines and you are not in there playing the game, the do you have a right to say who’s going to help us? Who’s going to step up and play? Who’s going to make a difference in the world? No Beloveds. If you are sitting on the sideline idly waiting, then do you see that nothing will change. You will always be just sitting there waiting for the change. Many will not like this message. Many will say, I’m not ready or it’s not up to me. It’s not my place. Why don’t those in charge do something? They’re the ones. They’re responsible. They took on the role. Well guess what? Beloveds, you all took on the role. You all came here to make a difference. You came here to do a job and no, you may not like hearing that, but it is the truth. It is what you signed up for. So what is your job? What is your role? Ask yourself.  Ask yourself and then see if you are still willing to follow through on your commitment.  We will leave you with that to ponder. And so it is.

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Daily Angel Message – Set Your Course

sailboat-at-sunset-46572Beloveds, like a spider weaving a web, the intricate design of your life is woven with each moment of your Earth day.  You sometimes work with the same pattern, going in circles, ending up at the same place and then beginning again.  You know to what we are referring, correct?  When will you open your eyes and look at what you have woven?  When will you break free from the monotony of your design and look outside of the routine?  You blindly accept what is as the way it must be until something happens to make you question it.  Why not look at it before the tragedy, before the crisis, before someone else points it out?  When you open your mind to all possibilities, to miracles, to increasing your level of love and light in your life Dear Ones, you have taken the necessary first step in seeing who you truly are and what you are capable of.  So we say to you break the mold.  Lose the limitations.  The world you live in now is changing with each of your linear moments.  It is time to free yourself of your shackles.  Take the lead and steer your own ship.  Which direction will you go – That is where you will end up.  So be it.

A recording of this message can be found here

Daily Angel Message – Carry The Torch

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Beloveds, as we look at your hearts, so heavy with grief, with anger, with longing for a change to take place, we offer to you that a change is indeed coming.  It will be a hard-fought battle; however, as there is much resistance on your Earth and much division between the contrast of energies.  Who will part the waters? you ask.  Who will help us in this quest for peace?  Dear Ones, you still do not comprehend that your perceived enemy is only strong because you give away your power.  Every time you feed the fear, the anger, the cries, you are bringing the spotlight on what you do not want.  So we say to you, Dear Ones, focus on what you do want.  Allow love to permeate your very being and spread out to those who are participating in the battle of division.  You are your rescuer and yes, you are strong enough to carry the flame.  Put on your running shoes, go the extra mile and then prepare to pass the torch as you are not in this battle alone.  Bond with those who have the same goal in their hearts as this is where your strength lies.  It really does take a village and soon you will see how this all plays out when you begin to feel into this fact.  When you feel into the desires of the collective, that you really do want peace, you really do want harmony, you want the best for everyone and that, my Dear Ones, we see as your heart’s longing, as your heart’s desire.  When you reach out in your prayer times, this is what we hear and it is coming.  So be it.

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Daily Angel Message – The Bell Is Ringing

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Beloveds, do you not hear the bell ringing? Do you not see the signs all along the way? We, your angels, your guides, want you to see, want you to hear, want you to experience life to the fullest! This is the journey you are on now. This is the New Earth, the new life that has been given to your planet. It is no longer a time of sitting idly by and wondering who will take the lead – who will be there to guide us  -who will be there to show us great things, to show us the way? You’ve been given a lantern so hold it high, hold it so that it shines brightly out along the path just as a lighthouse does for those out on the sea. You are now traversing the waters that are unfamiliar; thus, it is time for you to be the Wayshower. Do you hear the call? Do you hear that phone ringing, that spiritual phone that says “this call is for you, this call is for you.” You need to be the one to answer – not those who are outside of you, those who you are questioning why aren’t they answering the call – why are they not stepping up?  No, Beloveds, it is up to each one to answer their own phone, to know when they look at the caller ID that it is for them – it is a familiar name that is coming through with a message for you. Do not let it go to your voicemail. Do not ignore the call but be sure that when you hear the ringing, you answer; because the time has come. It is now. And so it is.

Create — a channeled message from the angels

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Beloveds, we are here with you now and we want you to know that at this time the energies are such that you are able to raise your vibration, you are able to go to any dimension that you want to travel to.  Where do you want to go, we ask.  Just think about it.  Go into your head and ask of yourself where do I want to go because putting thought to it will create the adventure, will create the experience.  If you don’t know where you’re going, how will you get there?  So it all must begin with that one little thought, that one little seed.  I want to go to fifth dimension or I want  to go higher, I want to go to eighth dimension.  Where is it you would like to go, Beloveds?  Ask yourself and then fall into your heart space.  It has to begin with a thought to create it and then with the heart to affirm it and then ask your heart is that where I want to go?  Is that truly where I want to be?  I want to be in that 5th dimension  I want to experience that energy and to create from that space.  Whatever it is, Dear Ones, whatever you want to bring to you, you will bring to you.  Just feel it, believe it, and then go there.  That is all that’s required, is just to create it.  You don’t need the outside world to tell you that you can do this.  You tell you “you can do this” and then let it be. And so it is.

Self-Reflection On A Rainy Day

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What happens when we are unable to meet someone else’s expectations of us? The idea of unconditional love is wonderful but perhaps as humans we are not capable of this. Do we always hold expectations about those in our lives? Do we then judge others if those expectations are not met? It makes me stop and ponder if I do this as well. If someone chooses to include me in their life, I feel honored. I really do not ask anything from them other than friendship and sharing time together. However, when I look at those people that I have distanced myself from I wonder if it was something I judged in them as not meeting my expectations. There are times when I feel like just shutting off from the world, just going into a cave with no human interaction. This feels safer actually than allowing the vulnerability and potential hurt that can come from being judged by others. Hurt, pain, sadness is a part of this human experience. At those low moments we take a deeper look at ourselves and sometimes ask where we failed. However, it isn’t always us that failed. Perhaps we did not meet an expectation that we didn’t even know was there.  Sometimes the one holding the expectation does not even realize that the resources are not available to be able to meet those expectations. Things like pride can get in the way of letting others know that perhaps we are financially unable or otherwise incapable to do certain things. This can lead to the feeling of being “less than” and not enough. Confidence can be shaken and self-doubt take over. In a perfect world we are all the same, all equal. However, this is far from a perfect world. Competition and comparison run rampant. It is often said (and even by myself) that we are mirrors of each other. I’m not sure I believe that anymore. I’m still digging for the answer although the hurt makes the glass a little cloudy, but I am holding onto faith and believe that with time (and some window cleaner) it will become clearer.

Open Sesame

In “fantasy” some things work like magic, such as “open sesame” in which this phrase opens up a hidden treasure.  Is this really so farfetched an idea?  If you believe in the Law of Attraction among other laws of the universe, you understand the power of the human mind in conceiving, believing and receiving.  Unfortunately, many do not understand the inner workings which is where the power lies.  To achieve the seemingly magical results, the treasure has to be visualized in the mind and then felt in the heart as if it is already real.  Ali Baba did not say “open sesame” and then break down the door!  Too often we think we have to help the process along.  We must perform some ritual or make a sacrifice for the magic to happen when in reality, we need to just “let it be.”

Today, ask yourself “what am I trying to control?”  Are there things you desire but are limiting them because you feel a need to break down doors or use a lasso to pull them to you?  In the fantasy story, Ali Baba did not count his treasure, he measured it.  How do you “measure” your treasure?  Everything is energy; thus, the more energy we have the “richer” we are.  Draw the energy to you by simply understanding how it works – like attracts like.  Take time to clear your energy field of any low vibrations such as negative thoughts, worry, anxiety, etc.  Fill your mind with powerful words and phrases, I Am affirmations, and gratitude.  Know in your mind and heart that you are worthy of everything good and wonderful that you can dream of.  Bob Proctor teaches us that “if you can see it in your mind, you will hold it in your hand.”  Take that extra step today by feeling it in your heart that is already yours.  That is the magic ingredient.  Now go about your day with an “open sesame” mindset and let the magic begin!  I love you!

Sojourn Into Transformation

spiritimageI have reached the end of my sojourn that was a month-long process for me.  I have visited family and friends, met many new friends and have been able to give real hugs to some friends who were only virtual friends before this trip.  I have seen snow and beautiful countryside scenery and then entered into one of the most peaceful serene places on earth and immersed myself in its healing energy.  I am not returning home as the same person I was when I left.  So much has changed that it would be impossible to put it into words.  It’s the is-ness experience to the fullest degree possible.  “Is-ness” is living in the Now moment; choosing to surrender completely to what is happening. I consciously made it mine, allowing the unfolding of the event to be whatever it would “be” without the burden of my expectations.  This does not mean that I had no desire concerning the outcome of the experience but my desire took a backseat to the flow of energy that happened with the experience.  With every experience that happened on this journey, I allowed it without attachment to the outcome.  I said “yes” to the is-ness.  I let go of personal attachments easily and without regrets.  It takes great courage to do this, to step out of your comfort zone; yet, I do not feel courageous.  I feel empowered, spiritually expanded and physically renewed.

I feel I can now say yes to whatever is out there for me to experience. I have experienced being open to the flow of the “is-ness” and choosing to do so has transformed my entire life.  This experience was made possible because of one person who believed in me, who wanted only the best possible outcome for my experience.  Her love and support was given without personal agenda but rather with compassion and in response to urgings from her higher self and spirit guides.  Many thanks to my dear friend Jeryl Anne.  I know we have a lot of work to do together and I am super-excited for that!

How do I thank you for all you have done

For loving me unconditionally

For believing in me fully

How do I thank you for sharing life’s adventures with me?

 

Simply by loving me loving you  – unconditionally